Monday, August 15, 2016

No idea

Does my life not have value, am I not the love of my parents life
I'm going to school sometimes church, thought I was living right

I wake up everyday wash my face and even brush my teeth
Wash my body from my head, under my arms yes even my feet
Hurrying up pushing foreword man so I can eat

My momma yells "get somewhere and sit yo but down"
"It's too early to go outside clean your room stop being a clown":

And so I go in my room playing with my Brotha only get it half clean
Hoping to get to the basketball court before Curtis and nem them dudes mean

Always taking the ball and hogging the court
So forget that plan we make new ones our old ones we abort

But then that time comes where mom finally yells to say, "take y'all behinds out my house go outside if you want to play"

And so we all meet up, me and my 4 man crew
Going to hang at the park, maybe on the playground just doing what 10 and 11 year olds do

Before we can even make it to the end of the block
"Ah lil dude duck they shootin"
Shoots fired hitting the ground praying to God nobody got shot

Ouch! what is that pain in my leg and in my chest, my breathing speeding up I'm choking, my heart beating super fast, my homies, where they at aight man this ain't no time for joking

What's happening, I see all these people coming crowding all around me
What are they saying I see mouths moving but I can't hear the words they trying to speak

Momma why you crying what I do you why you screaming at me,
I didn't do nothing
But I'm confused you look upset but you on keep kissing my cheeks

But it's summertime hot outside about 87 degrees
So why am I freezing my body is shaking, somebody help me please!

Oh my God is that my blood splattered all over my clothes and the ground
My neck feels tight, my head won't move momma let me go so I can look around

As my heart slows down its beat and I really can't feel my feet and all I want to do is sleep......I just came to the realization..
I've been shot as all goes dark I feel the tears falling down my cheeks
Siiiiiiillllleennnce.....

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