Why must I always answer
my phone?
Maybe sometimes I just
want to be left alone?
Maybe there are times I
may not have the answers or maybe I’m just feeling moody, hey don’t forget, I
am a Cancer.
Maybe I just do not want
today to be your help. Do me a favor, look at your call list and call someone else
Do you ever just stop and
think about me and how the hell I feel?
Like maybe today I just
don’t want to feel or with yo shit today deal
Sometimes I feel like
moving out of my head.
Laying down my burdens and
at least pretend like I’m dead.
I don’t want to die, I
don’t want life to end, I want you to pick up your phone and call another friend.
It’s not that I don’t care
or that you are not important to me, but some days I want to chill watch TV,
drink tea
Or go for a drive,
with the wind in my hair, sit on my porch and smoke cigars without
responsibilities or cares.
It’s not that I can’t
handle it or you are too much for me
It’s just sometimes I need
to chill out and recharge the energy you‘ve drained from me
but until then I will
answer, and do my best to help
But just know for now it
won’t be at the risk of my own mental health.
I choose you and everyone
else second, today first is myself
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