Yes I am a private person!

_{It bothers me that people call me sensitive and stuck up all at the same time it seems like these would contradict each other at least in my mind but what am I supposed to do...}

_{Walk around daily sayin whoa is me, crying all the time telling anyone one who would listen y'all help me please.}             

_{People say I walk around as if not a care in the world like everything is perfect up in my little world.}

_{I don't want to be that type of girl every time you see her she got drama acting like her life is coming to an end,  have you feeling like her therapist more so than her friend.} 

_{I've never been one down for the someone help me please give, if you see I'm in need, in your heart you want to have it, I”ll take it, but don't want to hear about it for as long as I live.} 

_{See that the problem I have is not that with people doing things for me, but it’s when they say they do it out the graciousness of their heart but then put a neon sign around it for all to see.} 

_{I'm not knocking those that don't see things the way I do, I live and let live go ahead and do you boo.}   

_{But don't come to me when you start to feel the betrayal and pain. of opening your life to someone and having them through it back at you again}

_{when you open yourself up to others you also invite their opinions in, it’s like opening up Pandora’s box; so now I have people who only have a glimpse of what my life is like all of a sudden are PHD’s  about me, man kick rocks.} 

_{I don’t have no time for that, if you want to be there and have my back then do just that have my back,}                              

_{I’m convinced that there are people around who yearn to see you fall and then won’t offer a helping hand, nope not at all.}

_{So having been down this road a time or two, I am going to share a special form of protection I’m going to share a prayer with you}

_{“Lord help me as I live this day, to allow evil doers and deceitful people to not come my way, Lord bless me with the spiritual eyes to see those people you have placed along my path to nurture, educate, enlighten and add to me.  But I’m not selfish Lord I pray you let me be a blessing to them to using all the gifts and talents that flow through me from you.  So help people to let me be me as you work with me and understand, I don’t need to explain myself to people who may not be able to lend a hand. But instead put my life in the hand of the man that rules the water and the land, thank you Jesus Amen Amen”.}