Mind traveling

So one day I took a walk through my head, through my left ear straight through to my right
On my stroll I encountered a history, not certain if it was mine or a complication of histories I've heard
But a history
A history of hurt and pain, a history of molestation and what we now know is abuse
I encountered the origin of my mistrust in human beings and their motives
I encountered the origin of my ambivalence about ???????
I encountered the fear that was embedded in me, which was supposed to be LOVE
I arrived at the conclusion that people try to cover up their thoughts and feelings through other expressions and actions. That’s not always right; but, my minds desire to heal itself won't happen because there is still a part of my mind that won't allow it
While walking through my mind I encountered love or moments that I believed in the moment were love
I encountered knowledge of self and others
While walking through my mind I encountered my other personalities
I encountered Evonne, the defender and protector but I became frightened of her and so I ran
I ran right into my other personality Sheewan, my creative self who stopped me from running and motivated me to face my fears by putting a smile on my face and a song in my heart and turned me right around to face...her
And so I go back
Back to Evonne who then explains herself
"I am a protector that is all I was created for, my duty. As long as you don't threaten Chevonne from being who she is nor stop Sheewan from being the creative being she is, we are all ago
I enjoyed my travels